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It's the daily Talk Show Episode

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803. What's happening guys? What's going on? Happy Monday

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to Yeah.

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How's your weekend? i? Am I real good? real good. From about Saturday, onwards, and then yeah, the rest of it was was great.

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What What happened?

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Ah, look between you, me and the lamppost. I was very sick. I was vomiting because I drank too much.

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So we were doing a we did a zoom just between the BIG MEDIA COMPANY team. Yeah, and I think I left What time did I leave?

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You tapped out at about only 10 minutes before we did probably like 1015.

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And so yeah, we we got into the G i had gin. Were you thinking I was drinking

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Killer 1.19

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actually, like didn't feel I had that much I also had a shitload of pork, maybe my guts before. But dude it was it's one of those things which is kind of off the back of that like there's a bit of embarrassment just not that anything happened and we didn't even know it happened I could have got away with it but if I would have known like I could have spewed and then who not realise that that was the thing but I will time did you spew are as probably like 12 o'clock I was I'd gotten to bed and then I gone out and went to the bathroom one one speed and and straight to it and that's fine. Yeah, but it's it's not it's not the person who I want to be Josh no again. It's so I was very much pondering that and feeling sorry for myself all Saturday, which is which is why I've come to the conclusion that I'm off the drink again.

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Really on yet. Dan Cole, what was it about the the experience that made you come to this conclusion.

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It's, it's not about that experience. I've been out the window rotating with my best mate.

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I'm like, man,

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I go back to bed. He jumped out the window. He's spewing out the window like, I've done this. I've, I've, I've, you know, probably have irresponsibly drank a lot of my life. And I don't know it wasn't that irresponsible on Friday. It's not like anything came from but but as I've said many times, every, every one of my probably worst decisions I've made has been while in intoxicated,

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yeah, well, I've only just started drinking. And so picking up

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the baton from me, baby. He's just picking it up. He guy is grabbing. But the point is, it's like listening to your body. So if I'm really honest with you, I have this constant dialogue in my mind of, I know I shouldn't drink. I just shouldn't drink and it's like As much as I can have a glass of wine and be good, and fine, I still know that I it's just it's like, what I say it is. It's my kryptonite. And it's weird because I, I wouldn't, I wouldn't see myself as someone who has a problem with drinking. But the effect on me, it's just my kryptonite, so

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you just become a fuckwit. Is that what you're saying? That but I think he's not like, I think maybe controlled at home.

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Yeah, definitely you know what I find it's, I find it too easy. I find that it's too easy to have a drink and feel good. Like I see the danger in that because if I'm not feeling great mentally, or physically, like if you're in some kind of pain, just have a drink and you feel better is not the term you feel instantly different based on the the the, you know, the liquor entering your system.

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And that's obviously why it's happening. So much During ISO because it's like we want something just to take the edge off. Yeah, and

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I know and I know that you kind of just sort of position not you but I position some things aren't like I you know, like when you want when I start wanting to drink more, I will like throw it out there more to people. But then so for me if I turn that off, it's I mean, I'm not going anywhere. It's fucking this 2020s man, it's in the binmatch it's, it's locked down. It hasn't really we have there has been no like, ability. I've enjoyed it since you know what I will say I've enjoyed the sort of stint at home where we were having the Friday night drinks and so I'm done at least to the end of the year.

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What is it stopping you from doing alcohol? Do you think,

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Oh, I just if I ever have it as an excuse to use as I'm too tired to do this or I should be doing this. It's like a it's like a little petrol for procrastination.

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So it's a next Die that you feel it?

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Yeah, but also I don't think it I think it's like a lot of people that sort of unleashes the devil not that I'm they have the devil inside me but I definitely like the devil. But yeah it this is personally for me so I'm all for you doing what you want to do

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and well i mean i've been I was the guy for 27 years or whatever that was had to justify not when I was that young like well it wasn't just fine it was fine, I don't drink but like before before I actually was drinking and I do see I mentioned on the on the show and a few days ago that we were going to create a drinking culture within the business. What happens to that you guys

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still drink but

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I get it I get the I get the pushback, especially around it feeling like this group like it's a group of bonding activity in one regard. But then it's also the same sort of energy, where it's like I can't What should we do? Yeah, let's fuckin let's go run in front of cars like this. It's the same thing. Yeah,

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I mean, if you if you're around me drinking, you'll have a great time because I am very high energy like, that's, that's a given. But then I just shit that's great usually isn't that easy to say that stuff can never be easy in life but not sort of putting it as a challenge against yourself and not having the ability to use the substance. I mean, I've said last year 2019 I had the whole year off. And so I only did that based on having this understanding. But it's interesting to realise the the lack of listening to my body that is that is going on when I am drinking.

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Yeah, and I feel like if I listen to my body right now, it would be a pretty story.

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Yeah, and so that's where I just like that's your battle like and I've got no fucking part of it and because I have my own Massive Battle with that and so you know that you shouldn't be just fucking eating a dirty little muffin from 711 at 4pm yesterday main body got some, you know, he got some chippies I got disgustingly soft. Probably three, four or five day old, couldn't be that soft. If it didn't have, you know, artificial sweetener, it was great, but I just knew I didn't need it. And so at that point, if you if you tapped into the dialogue in your mind, and then you just totally ignoring it. That's, that is the that is the true meaning of out of alignment, if I think and so that I'm fucking out of alignment, am I I'm not, I'm not my fitness isn't where I want it to be. my financial situation isn't where I want it to be. My relationships, not where I want it to be. And this is Didn't like I'm sad about it all it's like I just I have to take fucking ownership otherwise you just it can just slip away from you and that's why you see it and if you're not listening to that and it's slipping further away I think that's when devils really start fucking coming in.

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So where's the so what's the if you've identified this one thing is I'm you know, you're not going to drink what are the other things? Have you got like a list or like so last night I did a big it was a bit of a reset for me to wear as I said, Okay, I'm going to write down on the right hand side, all of the things that I have on that I need to get done or my to dues, then I'm going to identify Is this something that I need to speak to 97 about is this something in this big TJ js, all that sort of thing and then on the the left hand side, did my calendar for the day wrote out my calendar for today. So I did this last night and then went through rapid fire calendar sections and I felt good like I woke up quarter to seven was at the my desk by seven and then smashed out a bunch of work until nine o'clock and then I had a shower at nine so do and that really helps like I feel I feel the momentum. What is it for you?

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I think I think two things I haven't paid training like I haven't been moving my body Enough. Enough I know and I know so I could do the list and I you know, I don't have that. That usually amazing when I feeling overwhelmed in my mind. Which I'm not this moment, but it's still worth doing even if you're not good habit to create but try exercise and no drinking for me. I think a two things that shift me towards that next step like I got up this morning early and prepared, you know, food for Amy and supporting her because I you know, she's working hard and so and then I jumped on the computer and started my work and it's in so the question, I think these two big shifts that then create a whole bunch of other stuff.

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Yeah. Is that yes, he could.

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Yeah.

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Yeah. Makes sense. Yeah, I think that it's, uh, I went out on. Was it was it Sunday or Saturday that I went out?

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Sunday last time? That was yesterday. Yesterday.

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Yep. went out for the first time. There was a big effort. I woke up and I said to pray. I was like, I just leaving the house. I said, I I said to Barry, I was like, you can do it. She's like, how long are we gonna be telling for him? She said, now? I was like, Yeah, looks at my empty calendar. I'm like, Look, I can't do that. Like it's too much. Maybe. Also the other thing I was like, I can't Drink Coffee and walk. Because then even though you can take the mask off or take it down when you're doing those things, I would just feel like a prick walking without the mask and drinking and all that sort of thing. And so the pleasure of having the coffee was going out the window and so I said, I'll um yeah, I won't come and then she got ready. And then as she was about to leave, I was like, oh, did you want me to come? She goes, Yeah, I'm disappointed that you're not coming. I was like, Okay, I'll come. But then obviously, I had to have a shower and get ready. Okay, I had my lock laces. So that was a lot quicker from a shoe perspective. But yeah, we went for about 3540 minutes. Yeah, but man there is got to be the biggest mental health conundrum coming our way, based on you know, post ISO or just put like the I just See how? Yeah, just my ability to want to speak to anyone and can't be fucked?

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Yeah, yeah. So you think it's like just hype heighten people's distance from other humans? Oh

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yeah, I think that all leaders become very used to a certain environment. And then you I guess you lose maybe some resilience around I'm just going to enter in and see what happens. So maybe not ordering a coffee for the potluck or King count maybe twice in the past six months or whatever it is that I've ordered coffee or done these things like imagine the sensory overload and I just felt it going down. And walking outside I felt it and then I was thinking, Man, and then just pressing the lift button and then feeling like someone was coming up at like after lift and so I was like, yeah, abort, abort. Abort. Let's go the stairs.

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Yeah, when he was saying that When you start under, like, understand, because what you're doing is there's an awareness of what's going on inside your head. So there is a slight separation you're creating between the thinker. And then you was sort of the observer.

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When you just think like you can create these really good stories. I think it's the same feeling is like when you're arguing with someone, it's the same part of you, that's like, I'm not going to you feel so when your anxiety or your stresses that you can't possibly remove yourself and get that perspective. And so I think it's like that where it's like, Ah, man, what I'm doing right now is irrational. But I've told this story for so long, it's so sticky this story around, going outside or all of these different things that it's pretty impossible. You know, to make the

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make the shift. How do you break these things? Do you want these things

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Yeah, I think, for me, that tiny habits book that I read as part of the book club series, that was the first book, I think. I mean, I think that that made it very clear is that the small little things that we can do the tiny habits that then add up. And so for me, for me, so that the thing around like don't eat this or don't, don't do that or don't drink. For me the problem with it is personally that I only get the reward of the signal that I've done that when it becomes the weekend. So like you like so you're saying I'm not drinking or whatever, but then there's, you're not necessarily actioning that right now. Whereas like for me, what I like to do is okay, what's the little gesture that I can make that will show Okay, this is going to be a great day. And so for me getting up when I said I was going to, it's like things are way smaller, like it's throwing everything out around these big, enormous ideas of change that you're going to make. And I think that part of it is like, right at looking at what we did with 800 episodes of The Daily talk show. And then people ask, how do we do it? And then you realise that it's all in the process, and it's all in the very small little things. That that's the only way that we can do it. I think there's also though, as much as you don't feel like

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so me right now. Not drinking doesn't seem like I yeah, it's fucking morning. I'm not gonna be drinking out this week. Yeah, fuzzy. Oh, you know,

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last week.

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Oh, Jane, Jane.

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It can feel like there's no progress, but what I did Learn from last year and the year off is that there is a period of time. And I think it's the same. So no alcohol or some kind of physical movement per day. The physical movement one requires this slight hot higher barrier barrier, because you have to physically do something. But it's almost there is a similar version to not doing something because they're not doing something over a period of time creates a habit. And then the doing something over a period of time creates a habit. So last year, like I got to a point I felt and so he there's two feelings. I exercised every second day, last year for the whole entire year. didn't miss it. Even when I was sick, go for 20 minute walk or do a stretch. I felt like it was not there was it was so easy. After three four months of doing that. I didn't think I didn't think about how much time I had like, like oh you know like an hour felt would Feel like a long time for me to go for a walk right now, because I haven't been doing it. Last year, I didn't feel like I do 45 minutes. I thought that was fucking easy. I didn't feel like my, it was almost like I didn't get bored as much as I would right now, if I went out. And then the alcohol thing, it became very easy not to drink. I just didn't feel like it. And so there is a version of those two that have similar qualities, I think.

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Yeah. And so what's the Do you feel like it's a strong enough commitment?

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Yeah, definitely. Like Think about it. You've asked me a bunch of times. I've haven't you earlier on. Like, you asked me What are you doing this year after? And I was like, I don't really have an answer. That's the problem. If you don't know if you know, I have a fucking answer. You know, I'm just, I'm up for killer on Friday night, baby. And so when I say to the end of the year, I'm done. I you know, I will. I've proved to myself that I can. That's all that matters, really. And so it's

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Why, why why all or nothing?

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No, I think that's where I think it's it takes time to work out the the in between. And so what I lost, like if you're looking at it, like last year I did it came back, gave it a good nudge, just didn't have any sort of boundaries to it. Notice when I should have probably had a week off or two and then did that but

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wait, so when was the Were you drinking? You weren't drinking? 2019 way not not at all. No, I didn't think so. You did a hot last year you weren't drinking at all. You then 2020 get back to drinking. Why is it that now you're saying? I'm not drinking again? Rather than I'm only going to drink Saturday nights.

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I think I find it easier to just not drink at all than to drink on its side that Saturday nights is the thing. I think

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that you and I are very similar. Like for me it's about food. Like that's the that's the My biggest criticism around people that say arts just balance, just have a little bit of that thing where it's like, I don't know whether this is right or wrong, but I have a better outcome. Typically, when I'm adamant This is what I'm eating, this is what I'm not eating and because the grey area just means I you can, yeah, sure one like, yeah, it's like even, like not having rules. Like I said, this way, I'm going to be healthier in my eating. But I know that I won't necessarily win in a massive way this week on that because it's like, I had a coffee in a protein bowl. And then just before we started, I was like, oh, should I have a protein ball, another protein ball. I was like, should I like a? The question was there I could have one or I couldn't have one. I hadn't created enough of a system that said, No, you have one thing at this time and then you have another thing at this time and so like I think that rules make a lot of sense.

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Yeah yeah 100% and then they could because and that's why yeah the emotion tied up in it is unique to each person similar you know people have similar emotional connection to different things alcohol or food. But mine's not like yours it is to food and yours isn't like mine is to alcohol so it's it just definitely works just going nothing I mean locks it better yeah that's me is what she's saying is I like you as a person when you're not drinking.

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What do you think why do you think that is?

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I know it it's it's a more irritable I'm I'm more short or snappy. Did you throw the toy tower again?

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I didn't. I actually did. Build a toy house. We built a card, throw it against the wall.

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How much you fucking gay Congress y'all go there smash the pass but he's not he gets home his house has been smashed out.

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So what is it like is that because you've talked about it before where he said are you being tricked like you in the next day that you've had a drink which it can obviously be very triggering, but what was it what's the conversation that you have with Amy where it's like I am now this is better if if you don't I

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think I just know my the characteristics of myself well enough to understand that I they don't go when I don't drink but I definitely feel more in control of my emotional state. And and and I and then you just don't have to work as hard to be less reactive or

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so is it the day after is part of it. The Time of drinking as well. Like I could imagine, and because I haven't been trained next

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day, even if you don't,

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what about the day of like, is that like when you're actually in us is defined that's more problematic The day after?

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Or during? Yeah, it's more the effects it has on the cyber version of yourself. After So, for me, yeah, sure. I got fired up a few times. When I've been drinking or got in arguments with people or even like a me it's like, and it's just you can tell it's just the volume on your emotion is up, and it's so cool.

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So if you knew that, and so if you knew that I tell you on Fridays, I'm having a drink. And then mechanisms like when you woke up on Saturday, I feel like you're self aware enough around the issue now that you could say this is the state that

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I'm feeling 100% so he's where he's that version that makes sense is I could I could drink on holidays like if I just if I if our thing as a business was every three weeks every three months we take it we take a week off if I'm away and like it's and I'm not like think about what you're doing whole irritable not only on holidays is on the roll. Now you just, um you just you just can relax and you don't do anything you can

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I mean that's not really

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like you've crafted a story around holidays

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Sorry, I haven't been on holiday for three years I'm talking

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absolute shit yeah, I think that you're speaking at a previous time. But if you think about it, the holidays it's just gonna be heightened. It's gonna be like yeah, yeah, sure. Brody's fuckin is gone into the shoot himself.

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Yeah, yeah, it's I just, I just don't think anyone optimum is as optimal in a, in a post drinking or drinking state, like optimal as meaning the best version of themselves that they can be.

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And so is there a way through habits The next day, this is why I'm wondering where you could actually work against that or work with it and be aware of it to a point where you actually it's like okay, days after I drink I need to be doing the gratitude stuff like how much of it is

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in there as well now, but I think it's I think the scary bit about it is like, I think it completely changes the feeling of after drinking,

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my mind is

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scattered

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and I feel the effects on my just, you know, like when my thinking I feel the effects on my thinking where I can You know you the internal chatter, not that it's it goes negative, but it's just like it's fucking cloudy and I'm not making good decisions and so yeah, sure you could. If I drink I exercise the next morning regardless if I don't want it that much. I don't think like that. I would rather have it as no drinking and exercising each day.

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Do you know what like a successful weekend looks like? weekend? Yeah. lockdown or post? Just right now. Right when you woke up on Saturday. Did you know what you were going to do? What what the day sort of put in titled?

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Oh, I knew that I'd be hanging in bed. Stay staying with Bodhi. I had not that day. But I knew at the weekend I wanted to build this cardboard house out of his bed box. The boxes that his bed came in. We've built the thing that you could come over Josh. No, you can't. But you could come over for a cup of tea in his house. That's happy. Wow. It's huge.

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It's amazing. Big so a person because I always found Sundays used to be my least favourite day or like the Sundays was the day that I was going to have a meltdown based on, nothing to do. And that like, I'd be like, I'm not gonna do anything on Sundays and I would wake up and then like my monkey mind would be like, thinking about tinkering on staff and being like, I don't want to do that thing or what happened with that thing or, and then it just becomes a clusterfuck Yeah,

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yeah, I mean it's it's like it's this some elements that you can't explain food is your kryptonite. 100 It's, it's not mine. I can't understand that for you. And so if this there's a something in alcohol that is a kryptonite. For me that just shift shift makes me throw out things would make me break out of the habit. So even if I'm creating new ones around drinking, it could be more likely to break some other habits that I've set in place. It's like I'm willing, I'd be more willing to be dishonest with my own self. And that internal voice and so that, like, at this point at that point, it's like, fact, if that is the chatter in your mind, it's, it's probably worth it. probably worth just cutting that out. And in fact, I've done enough of it in my life dude.

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And so is it forever like what's the I don't know, I can say that I can see the the frustrations in, off on off on like, it's not too dissimilar to a a yo yo diet, isn't it? Like it's like I you know, I yo offered I'm gonna feel good. So I don't nine months and then I'm like, yeah, I'm back and I'm not feeling good again and then a percent

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and so if that's the thing I I guess, you know, having the podcast we talk about shit, it's like, I'm always thinking about what people would be thinking if I was drinking next week. It's a good it's a good mechanism to put your head in. But But yeah, so if you if I am drinking, you know that everything I said, isn't changing just because I took fucking six months or a year off. I think that's just what the reality of it all right? So if I am drinking I'm feeling I am definitely out of alignment.

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So if you're drinking she think like having friends saying hey you ha, like he's that does that Oh

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yeah, no but you think you so immediately i'd fucking throw a bottle. Yeah. Immediately I'd be like, Ah, that's annoying it's like, you know Yes. Because she says you like eating that chocolate bar back No. I want to and so but then if I was to i'd i think what I think there's a problem for people that don't have a what would be deemed as a serious version of Have a problem. But it's still a fucking problem for them. And so yeah, I mean, everyone who has a serious alcohol problem should be helped, you know, and given the attention and love they need. But then there's the middle ground, which is, I think kids in Australia that have come up, and there's a drinking culture in this country. And that's just what it is. And and there's a bunch that are just getting by, like I'm getting by, there's no doubt about it. I'm functional and fucking doing nothing. But that doesn't mean that I don't think think differently in my own mind about my own actions and so and so I need it. I need to just give it attention, the attention that it needs from from myself and so here, bro,

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and for me, my project is obviously the baseball stuff.

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Yeah, sure. What's yours? Are you out of alignment? Do you

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feel in alignment with watch two hours of baseball over the weekend?

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Did you? Yes, that seems in alignment. And it down cats love it.

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Dr. Anthony Fauci. The medical medical dude for like the infectious disease dude that was on with Trump a lot. And then all of a sudden they stopped speaking.

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Yeah.

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So Dr. Fauci did the did the first pitch throw for the US baseball season?

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This year? 20 1920 sorry, 2020 season.

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It's so funny. Yeah, like, what did he have to do with it? And like this, it's, it feels so funny. To think that. Dr. Fauci I sort of I get it I get it's like, Damn, it's a good way from my community engagement perspective getting in front and but I can't help but think that he's one step away from having an Instagram account where he's an employee. 130 is like selling selling medical products on Instagram. It's very funny. You should go watch the video. Dr. Anthony Fauci

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does he lays right.

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It was horrendous and Herat. rendus pitch. I also a lot of protein and I listened to at Taylor Swift I was gonna say in true basic bitch form. I was going to filter myself but the sentence it makes sense. I've been listening to Taylor Swift's new album, loving it. Yeah.

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I mean, maybe it's basic bitch thing to spend the weekend watching baseball and listening to taste.

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Well, it's very hard to do both. But yeah, folklore. Good, great, great album very well.

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I mean, not that this shows a album review show. But if we were to just go a bit video hits right now. Or MTV. What is it like you're a big Taylor guy. What? Her last album that? I feel like there was some Sirius bang goes on that. But at the start, people were like, oh, what's going on here, Tyler? But then you're like, Ah, I see what's going on the Tyler is it is Do you understand it straightaway

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now I get to spend time with the lyrics. I'm not much of a lyric sky but I love listening. So it takes probably six months from now we'll be like, ah, I know what this song's about. Yeah. And so I'm not there yet. Obviously at the moment, I'm like, Who's this guy? singing?

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Yeah, well, Kanye West. Really, really, really late season? Yeah. Is he gonna? Yeah. What other any

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other collabs not sure, but I just had that I said, Who's the dude? I said to brain said Bon Iver Bon Iver, or whatever. I said. I didn't realise he was so old. Hmm. Did you know Bon Iver or Bon Iver is old.

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Yeah, I mean, it's not my type of music, but I just

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remember listening to him when I was trying to be calling you 12

32:58
Yes, I mean, that's while ago, the Kanye West was meant to release the album on Friday. Who knows if it was because Taylor secretly dropped hers before? He did. But he's the same his music when he releases it. I give it like, I give it probably three or four listens through all the way before you realise

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it's about chick fil a.

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How is he saying the most basic shit but I think it's fucking genius. He's running some kind of fucking racket here what is going on

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so that he apologised to him?

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Yeah, dude, he's got bipolar. It's good that you apologise. It's so good. On Twitter. Yeah, I wonder if he actually apologised in real life. Could

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you start doing it post drink you could you could have on Saturday hate just being loved on Twitter.

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I spoke to Amy briefly about this, but I've tried to bring I feel like this show helps me sort of synthesise my thinking by just

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just Say hi listen to the podcast.

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No, I did say I'm I said I'm thinking about it and I and, and I just and I was going through to my mind and I was even going through it in my mind last night while trying to get to sleep, but I couldn't get to sleep because I had a coffee at 4pm

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so a muffin

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and yeah, it is in bright 40 you know, pm and also does it

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anyway.

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Anyway, when I was listening to the baseball there was a moment where the commentators were having a bit of a bitch session and what

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spool is a real big cheese for cheese board been I

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know they were Yeah, but they didn't think that they were were to wear I don't think Oh no. Oh, so I recorded or whatever but um, it was great, but it got me thinking Did you ever have a moment in regional radio where you accidentally went to where

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Oh yeah, but not bad. Like not anything that shouldn't have been said. Nothing that shouldn't have been said. It was Yeah, just definitely like conversation that I just forgot to put the faders down. But nothing bad I mean you just that's but then again I never like I swear a lot and never even said she's on the radio. Somehow I have I had this thing where I just switched it switched it off. It was bizarre if I can swear it oh my life real bad.

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But maybe

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getting wanting to quit my job. Not loud though. The one thing you It is literally, the one thing you can't do

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is sweat. So,

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I also want to make sure that I'm drinking more water. So I'm licking my lips like unreal. Yeah.

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Would you get your coffee from now that Was tea

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ice got plunger coffee? Yeah, I don't have the car today, so I couldn't even drive down. can't be bothered leaving the house again for coffee to go to get a coffee.

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Again. All right.

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Hi at the daily talk show calm. If you've got any thoughts on all this drinking stuff,

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yeah. What's your situation? Are you? Are you having that same sort of internal dialogue but you're not listening because it's okay. I fucking relate hard.

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And then whilst we're actually live streaming right now on YouTube, we're doing that more because you're at home and I'm at home. Yeah, Victoria. The premier just announced over 500 new cases of covid which is I think that's a daily record for our state.

36:48
Yes, the biggest 532 new cases. That's, I think, the biggest amount.

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So yeah, that will be it'll be interesting. Everyone's wearing their masks on Looking very cool and trendy. trendy masks we have we actually got we got three different masks one from got the ones from Barry's dad that were very sort of medical law like industrial and we got a perfect then we got one from the cafe. They were doing a handmade do it seems to be a travel agent because she no longer can do that she was making masks Friends of the lady at the cafe so it was nice. And then we bought two black masks from Goldman. Goldman the Yeah, female clothing brand.

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Yeah,

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it's a Gorman's maybe quite common. But anyway, they It was very interesting like we bought them from there and it came in the in just an envelope. No branding at all like do and just the masks in plastic with like a made in China I think like it was just was interesting because I was like you would assume coming from a brand from a brand consistency perspective hmm that they would sort of have it like it it would feel like a certain sort of thing but it was interesting that was just very utilitarian. It was like, almost I'd got them from Alibaba or some shit. No, just like people are doing that

38:33
I'm sure and doing that. If you if you wanted it, Mr. Simple they're doing a really great one. Bonds did one I think they sold out a heap of theirs. But I mean, they could get away with just a very basic one.

38:47
Still haven't in the chat. Calvin's asked me about my classes and the fog. Still haven't

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still haven't worked out a

38:56
good solution. I heard someone say something about some tissue seal yeah tissue paper at the top try that I mean just try putting a line I'm it's a bit fucking a lot of admin pretty much all the time

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seriously yeah it is even though I'm like where you mask and all that sort of thing I understand that's a little annoying

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yeah I understand if you want to stay at home because he cannot

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which is doing the same thing as what man it's funny our bodies Brees had to go to the physio not the master bodies but just being at home all the time.

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Yeah, I mean, saves his daddy's hamstrings to match activity

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because I've gotten the good chair the one good chair in the house. I don't know if it was because she was working from the couch the couch could be anyway, right in seconds. The Daily talk show said Mr. guys have a good one. Say guys